A life update...

Maybe I haven't been honest with my readers, or maybe I'll just consider it withholding information. I'm sure you've noticed that I've been slacking and for that I sincerely apologize. My life is ridiculous right now and I'm trying to function as normal the best that I can.

My husband and I are separating. Although we live together still for the moment, we are each actively seeking our own places to live, as neither one of us can afford on our own the house that we currently rent.

Frustration. Heartbreak. Tears. Misery. Emptiness. Loneliness. Cast aside. Anger.

There's no limit at all the different words that come into my head for what I feel. My children don't know much as to what's going on, but soon enough I will have to explain it to Boug and my hopes are that she doesn't freak. The girl is sensitive. The boy, he's too little to really understand much so I guess that's a good thing.

My van broke down today. In the Dunkin' Donuts drive through. I had to push it, BY MYSELF, off to the side and wait for the tow truck and for my mother to pick up my son and I and bring us home. I didn't want to sink money into the van. I've been trying to save for my own little place, but que sera sera, it is what it is, there's nothing I can do to change that.

I'm going to try to catch up on all the stuff that I've been slacking on. I have a list with a minimum of eight things on it that I need to get posted and more being added to that practically every single day. I promise readers, I'll catch up as soon as I can. Thanks for being here with me and thanks for your patience.